My mistake was gold, I know that without you was something I could never do.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm... Colton leaves tomorrow for Cancun. :( Sean left today for OCNJ. :(

I hung out with Colton yesterday after he did some chores, and payed his tickets off... We went and saw Wedding Crashers; absolutely hilarious. Then we went and got my check... and my schedule for the 7th-13th... I'm on the god damn schedule. I almost cried. I need the time off to pick up my brothers, say goodbye to Colton, etc. WTH! I was freaking out. They have to fix it though. Yikes. What if they don't? I'd have to quit, idc. Shoe just went home. I feel lonely. It feels like everyone's leaving. Stupid emotions. Here's my schedule... cause I like schedules.

Saturday - Work 1:15-9:45
Sunday - Work 2:00-9:45
Monday - Outlets w/ Shoe and Sammie / Laguna Beach 10
Tuesday - Work 9:00-5:00
Wednesday - Work 3:30-9:30
Thursday - ??
Friday - Beach 7:00 am with Shoe and Sammie
Saturday - 2:30-9:30
Sunday - ??
Monday - Colton comes home late / Laguna Beach 10
Tuesday - ??
Wednesday - Philly for Justin and Brandon @ 2:53-ish
Thursday - :'(
Friday - Pay day
Saturday - ??

I'm going to miss him, a lot. He'll be back for Thanksgiving though! :)
I was thinking about it yesterday... I didn't want to date. I spent forever convincing myself not to, because for the most part... I thought/think it's retarded. But he was impossible to pass up. I couldn't... even though I knew he was leaving. He's just so goofy, funny, caring, believable, gorgeous etc. I am so glad that he came over that one night. And I am so glad that Sean/Shawna had sex in my bedroom that one night so he and I could sneak up and spy. I am glad that rich girl had a party, but it got "postponed" so that he could come back here... and I am so glad that he kissed me that night. I'm very glad for this entire summer. It made up for sooo much crappy not fun stuff that happened Junior year. I cannot wait for Senior year because it's going to go by so fast. I can't wait to start applying to Colleges. I can't wait for Colton to come home for Christmas.